I believe one of the hardest things to do in life is to find meaning to the crazy mess we live in.  We spend too much time trying to “figure” things out.   Maybe the meaning of life isn’t supposed to be sought after-Maybe the meaning of life will come to us when we least expect it, but more importantly when we’re ready.  There’s so many things we can do other than sit around, over-think, and be sad about unresolved futures.  And let’s be honest, we’ll probably never get out fairy tale ending, but who the fuck wants that anyway?  I want a life full of exciting fuck-ups and stupid adventures.  I want to cry over assholes who decided to break my heart and laugh uncontrollably at absolutely nothing and everything at the same time.  I want to feel infinite every single day for the rest of my life.  I want to die worn out, unexpectedly, and happy that I fulfilled every single dumb thing on my teenage bucket list.  Maybe life isn’t suppose to be planned out in every minute detail-Maybe we all should focus more on living in the moment.  We are too young to have everything figured out and we are definitely too young to be as sad as we are sometimes.  So, stop planning and start living.

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I always loved you, you know.  There was never a time, no matter how upset or angry I was at you, there was never a time where I stopped.  But, you stopped.  I don’t know when you did, but it happened.  And it sucks that in the end, I was never good enough for you when you were always good enough for me.  I don’t think you’ll ever understand how much I truly loved you.  But, I hope one day, miraculously you realize I would have done anything for you just to make you happy.  And if you never realize that, I hope you realize that with another person.  I hope you never give up on love like how you did on me.  

Posted 2 days ago